• Life

    Not So Randomness

    My Cowboys weren’t in the Superbowl, and until they are. Im on strike. However, I will come to your house for the company, food and liquor though…LOL! *Yeah I know but hey, Im a diehard fan* How is it possible to lose 3lbs in ONE day? I have found that water and I can be friends. NO MORE SODAS! NO MORE SODAS! That’s what I keep saying to myself Im in desperate need of a pedi and mani. The bottom of my feet are so jacked up, that youd think the cat has scratched my legs…Ok, theyre not that bad but bad enough that I shouldn’t be wearing shoes that exposes em…LOL!…

  • Life

    First Post of 2015

    HAPPY “belated” NEW YEARS!! This will just be updates of sorts Around Christmas, the passing of my mom really hit me and I mean hard. Some days I cannot believe it’s been over a year because it seems as though it just happened. I have to look at old posts on FB and the dates of pictures to see what has happened over the last 2 years cause it all seems such a blur. I had our home internet disconnected for a week, which didn’t really go over too well with the hubster cause I did so without telling him. I also deactivated my FB account. Something happened between us…

  • Life

    It’s Ok – To Not Be Ok!

    Last Sunday, it was as though God was speaking to me to get up and go to this particular church. I know it may seem crazy but every single time Ive heard Him speaking to me regarding church, it was something that I needed to hear while in church. Ive been having a REALLY hard time with my mommy’s death. I knew I wasn’t “over it” but I truly thought I had dealt with it. The other day I had a really bad trigger which almost caused me to have a wreck. The trigger? It was a song by – The Temptations. A Christmas song called – Silent Night. I have…

  • Life

    My Silly Family!

    The kids come over every other weekend and on Sunday, before we take them home, we sometimes stop at the Chinese restaurant. Last weekend as we were leaving, I wanted to get a picture of the hubster with the kids and I wanted one of us all together. The solution? Using the kickstand on my phone and propping it up on a concrete block…LOL! It took a few shots but eventually we got one. Not perfect but hey, those are the best moments. While being a (step)mom/(step)parent has it’s moments, I so love these kids and happy that we’re are part of each others lives. It’s amazing how much they’ve…

  • Life,  Personal Stories

    One Size Doesnt Fit All…

    This body has endured: Domestic violence, rape, sexual abuse, infertility, multiple surgeries to become pregnant, multiple miscarriages, multiple (and obvious failed) suicide attempts. This body has cared for more people than it can count. This body has carried the weight of those who could no longer walk and this body is dealing with hypothyroidism, which makes it difficult – not impossible but difficult – to lose weight. My second belly button is the result of having to be cut open to repair my intestine, which was injured during an attempt to ‘clean up” my uterus. Some may look at the picture – My body and say: Gross! I look at this…

  • Books,  Life

    Happy Sunday Yall!

    Im a big Winnie The Pooh fan. Im a big kid at heart when it comes to “kids” books as well. I found all these books at the thrift store which consist of: Little House on The Prairie, Winnie The Pooh, Charlottes Web, and Peter Rabbit Sooo with my birthday in 6 days – books would be a nice gift. Hint! Hint! LOL! Follow and Share:

  • Life,  Personal Stories

    The 5 Stages Of Grief – From My Personal View

    Les, my late husband, had been having headaches that just wouldn’t go away. Very unusual for him as this was someone who rarely had a cold. One day while at school, he lost feeling in his legs and had to be carried to his car. I don’t remember if someone drove him to Urgent Care or if he met me there. Anywho, we were told we needed to go to the E.R of an hospital instead. Once at the E.R., they ran the usual C scan, etc. I remember saying to the doctor – Youre joking right? – after he informed us there was “something” on the C-scan and that an ambulance…

  • Life

    So Disappointed but…

    Today I had to come to the decision to withdraw from school after (1) realizing that Id be paying double in tuition compared to going to our local community college and (2) after double checking, I found out that half the credits wouldn’t even transfer. Talk about disappointment BUT that’s ok. Some may say Im overly optimistic about life and the situations that come about. It’s because I feel that Im being led to something much greater when I get thrown a curve ball. At the moment we only have one car which the hubster uses for work cause he travels – a lot. Im going to work into our budget…

  • Life

    I was on vacation but now Im back :-)

    I had 3 weeks of orientation for college. I PASSED! *Yaaay* So I “officially” start college this Monday in my pursuit of earning a degree in Social Work. I spent 6 days with the hubster on vacation and yes, we’re still married..LOL! Now it’s back to the reality of what we call – Life. I hope each and every one of you have been having a fabulous weekend and if not, find ways to make it so that you do. What are you doing to make YOUR dreams a REALITY? Follow and Share: